Wednesday, January 6, 2010

To A Friend

If I leave, you won't have to worry about me.
You will have time to talk to more people and do more things.
You will never have to waste your time talking to me again.
I will finally be happy.
I won't have to fight with people.
We won't get mad at each other.
I won't disappoint you.
You can and will forget about me.
I won't bother you.
You won't have a terrible friend anymore.
I am not special, so you can go spend your time with special people.
I will finally be out of your way.
I won't be able to hurt myself anymore.
You won't have to listen to me rant.
You won't have to deal with all my issues.
You won't hurt my feelings ever again.
I won't have to worry about breathing.
I will never be alone.
I will be with God.
You can help others get through life.
I'm already losing you as a friend.

The list goes on and on, but what matters is that if i leave, I will be happy, and eventually, you will be too.

1 comment:

  1. I can only guess who this could be to.
    And I want you to know, that you have clouded yourself with lies. I know that I could never, would never forget you. You are a huge part of me. Without you in my life there would always be a place empty in me. Without you, I would be lost.

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