Afraid

Afraid.
A true word.
No idea what is to come.
Can't open up to anyone.
Won't let anyone in.
Scared to truly love someone.
Completely and utterly unwilling.
Worried if i do, i will lose them.
Lose every security i have worked towards.
Then i will have to be alone.
Again.
Left on my own.
Facing the world by myself.
No love for me.
I am too afraid.